little bore little enjoyable

when i think of my life with deeply at the time of alone then i feel so bore and sad and when i talk to nepali frens and go to school together then i feel not alone feel enjoyed.somwtimes i fell i csnt do nothing at my future life sometimes i feel i have to do something special in future life these thoughts begins at japan i dont know where it ends.but i wana ends these various thoughts in better way.thats my mission first and last....